| my baby don't mess around because he loves me so and this i know for sure
ps ..thursday was amazing and i'll post later
pps ..caleb i got you something cool at the concert and then i lost it... i'll give it to you when i find it ..love ya cuz |
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| so ..yea ..i think i'm done with this ..i hate when i like something bc everyone else slips in the vicious cycle of conformity and then something that was once insightly beautiful is now ..vain
i hope one day i'll be ok again ..i know it will never happen ..there's no more to say bc i think it's just getting worse and i don't want to lose you bc you are all so beautiful ..
--> when we dedicated to ball in lauren's memory it became real again ..every once in awhile it hits me ..and it hurts so unbelievably bad ...i'm surprised i can even get out of bed in the morning..
don't bother writing bc i already have been ..
she wonders how much it hurts to die ...it's hurting so much more to stay alive |
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| no one understands ..except for the ones who do it....
And then suddenly there was this huge mechanical failure and one of the engines gave out, and they started just falling thirty-thousand feet, and the pilots on the microphone and he’s saying “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, oh my god” and apologizing. And she looks at the man and says “Where are we going?” and he looks at her and he says “We’re going to a party. It’s a birthday party. It’s your birthday party. Happy birthday darling. We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much.”
...i've held on to nothing for more then it's worth |
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